Forgetful Turtle

630pm 16th August 2006


Didnt realised its been 13 days since i last updated my blog until i saw the date on top. Pretty stoned now, cldn't recall the precise things i did or anything that has happened during this period of time really, feels like I've juz woke up from a coma. Wat the hell is happening...?

Juz reached home from my 3rd job interview of the week. The 1st interview on Mondae was for the position of Web Marketing Executive with Mediacorp, tho i wld prefer them to change it to Web Master instead coz guess all they really need is a dreamweaver savvy person to maintain the webpage for them, nuthin much really. The 2nd interview with SoundBuzz yesterdae as the name suggests was very interesting. I went there for the position of Content Coordinator, a job that really interests me alot and i do believe i have alot to offer as well. However this job requires relevant working experience they probably wld not consider me since i am fresh grad. Sigh. But i am gonna still prepare for the SQL test tho juz in case if they REALLY do call...juz maybe need to recall the SQL stuff i have learned during year one.

The 3rd interview todae was at Genesys Conferencing for the role of the Marketing Executive. The manager who interviewed me was a former SIM University of London graduate as well~ He mentioned that he was the one who started the SIM soccer competition, ha my very own senior. I remember Fairuz was asking me to form a team, guess i was too busy to join then. what am i busy wif exactly? Cant remember as well... Back to the interview. "Define Marketing" he asked. Cant believe i struggled wif a simple textbook question. Despite all the preparations, i still missed out the most simple and straightforward of them all. Argh! But somehow subconsciously, I managed to squeezed out some Marketing concepts i recall memorizing like hell during my exams 2 years ago T_T. Pray I didnt screw things up again.

At the end of the day i still do hope that i get either the Content Coordinator job wif SoundBuzz or the Marketing Executive job wif Genesys. Either both i will be really happy =) Give Turtle a chance to fly will ya?!

okey, I probably noe my chances la... T_T "

Juz to share two songs, One is my all time fav 你把我灌醉 by 黄大伟 (Thks Jan) and the other one is climbing up my all time favourites chart at a really alarming rate, Tears and Rain by James Blunt (Thks Keryn).

Songs that never fails to calm my restless mind...


你把我灌醉（黄大伟）

开　往城市边缘开
把车窗摇下来　用速度换一点痛快
孤单　被热闹的夜赶出来
却无从告白　是你留给我的悲哀
哦　爱　让我变得看不开
哦　爱　让我自找伤害

你把我灌醉　你让我流泪
扛下了所有罪　我拼命挽回
你把我灌醉　你让我心碎
爱得收不回

猜　最好最坏都猜
你为何离开　可惜没有答案
对我　你爱得太晚
又走得太快　我的心你不明白
哦　爱　让我变得看不开
哦　爱　让我自找伤害

我梦到那里你都在　
怎么能忘怀 你那神秘的笑脸　
是不是说 放不下你是我活该

Tears and Rain -- James Blunt

How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.