Balancing Act
04:10am Sat 14th Oct 2006
No Class.
Thats all i can say after watching the movie Departed juz now. Carbon copy of Infernal Affairs plus lots of vulgarities and bullshit. The onli actor whom surpass its original character in Infernal Affairs wld be Jack Nicholson, becoz of jack i give the movie a rating; one star out of five, not becoz he sux but becoz he earned that one star for them, without jack, it cld have been a zero from me.
phew.. finally sitting in front of my fav laptop wif my old trusty radio faithfully tuned to class 95 behind me.. Always luv nights like these, juz me alone in my dimly lit room, a cool glass of water beside me, nice ballads accompanying me all thru out the lonely night. Perhaps lonely is not really the correct word to use, free of disturbances maybe, is wat i really crave n feeling now.
Life itself is really full of disturbances.. disturbances that threatens to distrupt the very status quo we craved to keep in balance. how many times when we walk into the office every morning juz hoping that things do not turn out rotten at the end of the day? then when we look back at the many things we did or cld do for the company and compare it to the amount of salary they gave us... u wondered, does this balance really tally?
Balance itself is an interesting word, from the very first day we tried to balance ourselves on both legs, balancing has since become the very part and parcel of our lives... not onli we learned how to balance play, work and study, we have to learn how to balance our emotions, be it relationships, kinship and friendships, happiness, sadness, anger, tears... suddenly we realised we have to balance our time too coz there is always a time to be sad, there's always a time to be happy, and of coz when the time comes to rest and relax, we have to plan and strategize on how we cld better balance further uncertainties we might encounter in the future...
so its all abt balancing.. but can u remember the very first time u lost ur balance? you fell down on ur knees, ur knee might have bled, u cried, u felt pain... now, recall the last time u lost ur balance, do u felt pain? did u had tears? are u hurt? It felt the same way isn't it?
perhaps we are not meant to walk on both legs after all....
....so why insist?
Bryan
No Class.
Thats all i can say after watching the movie Departed juz now. Carbon copy of Infernal Affairs plus lots of vulgarities and bullshit. The onli actor whom surpass its original character in Infernal Affairs wld be Jack Nicholson, becoz of jack i give the movie a rating; one star out of five, not becoz he sux but becoz he earned that one star for them, without jack, it cld have been a zero from me.
phew.. finally sitting in front of my fav laptop wif my old trusty radio faithfully tuned to class 95 behind me.. Always luv nights like these, juz me alone in my dimly lit room, a cool glass of water beside me, nice ballads accompanying me all thru out the lonely night. Perhaps lonely is not really the correct word to use, free of disturbances maybe, is wat i really crave n feeling now.
Life itself is really full of disturbances.. disturbances that threatens to distrupt the very status quo we craved to keep in balance. how many times when we walk into the office every morning juz hoping that things do not turn out rotten at the end of the day? then when we look back at the many things we did or cld do for the company and compare it to the amount of salary they gave us... u wondered, does this balance really tally?
Balance itself is an interesting word, from the very first day we tried to balance ourselves on both legs, balancing has since become the very part and parcel of our lives... not onli we learned how to balance play, work and study, we have to learn how to balance our emotions, be it relationships, kinship and friendships, happiness, sadness, anger, tears... suddenly we realised we have to balance our time too coz there is always a time to be sad, there's always a time to be happy, and of coz when the time comes to rest and relax, we have to plan and strategize on how we cld better balance further uncertainties we might encounter in the future...
so its all abt balancing.. but can u remember the very first time u lost ur balance? you fell down on ur knees, ur knee might have bled, u cried, u felt pain... now, recall the last time u lost ur balance, do u felt pain? did u had tears? are u hurt? It felt the same way isn't it?
perhaps we are not meant to walk on both legs after all....
....so why insist?
Bryan
posted by Bryan at 4:14 AM
4 Comments:
So you trying to say I am also an disturbance element? You are free from disturbance on nights when I sleep early right? ;-p
The last time I fell, I actually drop into a deep drain.
The drain was so big, that I spent a great deal of time climbing out it.
The fall was so pain, that till now I still remember how painful it was.
But I think what's important, is not the fact about getting sad over the fall. Rather, learn why you fell, where you fell and how you fell. So that history will not repeat itself.
Love,
Curly
haha... i will let u noe, when i find u disturbing. wah fell in big drain?? u ok bo?
You know what I mean when i say "falling into a drain"~!
Silly~!!!!!!!
oh... haha i tot u literally fell into a huge drain hahaha~~ sorry!okey, i am blur la.. :D
Post a Comment
<< Home