Pieces of Me.

Spent the past 2 days revamping my room. Hmmm no special reason for that... juz the kind of thing i will do every year.

Perhaps its exactly the sort of things a cancerian will do... v home oriented, nostalgic and sensitive abt the little things thats ard me... hmm kind of luv everything thats in my room, my old radio, a gift to me by dad during seconday sch days, my toys esp my Back to the Future and Matrix trilogy collection, including my soft toys which i kept from the very first teddy bear given to me when i am still playing dolls wif my neighbours' kids, my desk and of coz not to forget my trusty 2 yr old laptop which spent countless nights wif me doin assignments during uni days ... my Liverpool FC collection, my red rug, my lego.. etc etc.. All of them has a piece of me in them at a different stage of my life, like wise, every one of them plays a significant part in shaping the way i am todae...

I am truely grateful for that.

Thanks dad for ur efforts~ =)

Bryan

I Wish You Love...

1:02pm Tuesdae 19th Sept 2006

Play back to the year 2000 when the sun is warm and gentle while the trees are green and leafy, return to the very same wooden seat at Starbucks when it all begin and where everything just seems so wonderful and sweet... If i am in a coma right now, this is exactly the very place i wan to be...


I Wish You Love...

I wish you bluebirds in the spring
To give your heart a song to sing
Then a kiss
But more than this
I wish you love

And in July a lemonade
To cool you in some leafy glade
I wish you health
And more than wealth
I wish you love

My breaking heart
and I agree
That you and I could never be
So with my best
My very best
I set you free

I wish you shelter from the storm
And a cozy fire to keep you warm
And most of all
When snowflakes fall
I wish you love...

Thanks for Everything.

3.30am Fridae Morning 1st September 2006

*cough! *cough~!.. argh irritating cough just wouldnt go away... every cough acts almost like a nagging reminder; never go kayak and play soccer while u are still sick, or it wun go away! As usual learning things the hard way... feels terrible tho..hai

Spent most part of the week taking medicine, blowing my nose and coughing my testicles off... still have to send those stoopid resumes arghh.. when is it going to stop? when am i gg to find my bloody job??! Always the million dollar question that fades away into my sleep and resurfaces itself again everytime I wake up in the morning. Time passes so slow at times u felt you can catch the flying mosquito wif ur chopsticks yet it could (if it wans to) fast enough to suck you dry b4 u could scream H E L P~! Onli those who have been thru wat i am gg thru now will noe wat i mean.

Mojo critically low, need to get out of the hse fast, meet cousin Ah Da todae to find our liverpool and Cheski jersey. Finally meet the man who is supposed to get it for us at china square central. This guy whom he calls himself Lee looks really funky, with blonde spikey hair, quite fat tho, his partner says we can call him fatty. ha we didnt call him that of coz, but he is quite friendly. Then I found out the shocking truth from Ah Da, this fatso is no other than our famous national team footballer, LEE MUN HOM!! OMG!! He was like the beckham of sg football during my days in poly!! Wat the hell happened to him now we wun know, but he sure is FAT!! Well aniwae our jerseys were all sold out!! no more size!! onli XL left.. hai sadness to infinity...

Had our sucky dinner, head to Adidas shop at suntec to see if they have it or not. XL onli, they said no more~~~!! sibei sian.. Had kopi and am on my way home. Suddenly came the sms from Azhar, "Results are out, Good Luck Bro"... Why so fast? I mean i noe it will be out this week, but y now? hai.. juz when i tot my sadness cant go any further, suddenly another bomb for me to worry abt.

My worried mind cant stop but thinking abt the wat ifs as i count my footsteps on my way home. wat if i really flunk my finals? wat if i didnt get my uppers? I noe very well i screwed up my software engineering paper... wat if?? hai... how many steps have i stopped at oredi?

Reach home, switch on my desktop, walk straight into my room to put my barang barang, I begin to pray. I noe someone is 'out there' protecting me all these while ever since i was a kid. I have heard stories from mum how i was 'saved' while i am still a baby, I have prayed hard b4 and things really did work out for me whenever i pray really hard for it. After wat happened to dad's miraculous 4D strike last week, I have to believe, there has to be God, or some supernatural being 'out there' protecting us, they have to be there right?

I put the amulet into my right pocket, walk back to my pc and i logged on to my student portal.

After I seen my results I just duno wat to say... call me religious, bandan, siao, watever.. I just wish to say, Thk you whoever you are 'out there'. =)



Classification: SECOND UPPER CLASS HONOURS