Resurrection

3:20am, Sundae 29th April 2007

Finally back from KL.. managed to catch jus enuff sleep to blog this in the middle of this cool rainy night, well, i am contented.. i really do. =)

Caught a movie on my way back home. "Must have Dogs" starring Diane Lane and John Cusack... sort of left me the deepest impression during this KL trip. hmm really love the movie.. cld really relate myself to the characters inside the movie and the things they say. the feeling of craving yet wary.. surely getting this movie at HMV on mondae. =)

hmm john cusack.. noticed certain similar traits inside the characters of romance films he's in. "Must have dogs" and "Serendipity" for example, he is always the sensitive guy.. , emotional and silly.. tendency to screwed things up in front of the gal he likes alot.. reminds me of some of myself in my earlier days.... sigh, nostalgic as i can be, am i still the old me?

well, whether i am the old me, better or worse.. doesnt really matters isnt it? wats most matters to me now is for my loved ones to be safe. i probably have to pick myself up and move on in order for me to be strong enuff to take care of them.. i am more focus now.. gona fight on to stay it that way.

Bryan

Travel sickness...any pill to cure it?

3:40am, Saturdae 21th April 2007


One of those nights again when i juz wana stay quiet, simply stone in front of the screen... and just do nuthin.

Just came back from phuket, another two more days i will be leaving again.. this time to KL.. sigh. getting really tired with all that travelling. What is it that i want from my life? money? career of interest? or can i really have best of both worlds?... unlikely i can have both. sigh... why am i feeling this way. How can i find happiness? how does it feels like exactly?

"hws your phuket trip?" everyone asked. Frankly, it isnt anything i expected, and i certain cant say for sure i enjoyed it. hate spending a big deal of my time in a shopping mall, hate waiting.. hate not being myself.

anyway... not really that extend of hate.. feeling exhausted i guess.



some photos to share.



nite

Friday the 13th

2:45pm, Friday the 13th April 2007 rainy


Another hour to go before i catch the plane to phuket. hmm... Friday the 13th, Thailand's Songkran Festival as well as my convocation day ... Spend the whole morning in school, saw a couple of familiar faces, some hi and byes, few sweet memories...

hmm cldnt explain in words wats gg thru my mind.. happy? lost? or challenged? .... guess i will just leave them behind for the time being =)

probably be gtg.. hopefully the rain stops and stays there for my whole trip in phuket.





cao