Waiting for the morning sunshine...

4:55am Sun 11th February 2007 peaceful night in my room.


eyes switching off... typo errors irritates my every sentence..guess i am tired. Love songs on class 95 reminds me the last time i was in love... the last time i was missing someone badly, the last time my heart is shattered into bits and pieces... was it 2 yrs ago? maybe shorter...

ha, Valentine's day juz round the corner. . accompanied qb todae getting a v day gift for his gf.. cld almost see the bliss in his eyes when he choose the diamond pendent... juz like every other happy couples out there, v day is a chance to do that little bit special for their special someone... exchange their vows if they wish to.. lovely

"25 minutes" on the radio now.. a hit song in my time in sec sch.... now that i am approaching 27, amazing to realise that i was always the one late for everything.. i am late for classes all the time, late for work, late to mature compared to my peers, late to fall in love, late to learn how is it like to really love someone, late to realli understand how to appreciate somebody, late to tell her how i feel... always late for everything... always losing out things i hold v dearly.... guess i am all screwed up.

Some frens thought i am still missing her, tot i didnt let go... some thought i lost the courage to love somebody again, some even said i am too fussy wif the type of gals i am looking for... sigh, am i? well, i dunch tik i am either of above.. but i wat i do know is, i will certainly know who she is, the moment she comes to my life...

another 2 hours b4 the sun comes out...... am still waiting..



nitez

Bryan